Feeling Better

I have resolved some of the issues that were involved in my last post, "Valentines Day Curse Strikes Again". The issues I resolved are mine, not Rick's. He is still holding on to the idea that I did the unforgivable. I know better.
We went to dinner and a movie last night. Had dinner at O'Charley's (passable) and went to see Ghost Rider (great effects and story). Very little discussion, but the little that was said I was able to maintain without emotions overcoming me. I basically told him that if he believed that I was honestly trying to reconcile with my ex then maybe we were wasting our time and all we had left was friendship; and maybe not even that. I also told him that since he called me his ex's name while drinking on several occasions, then maybe he really wanted to be with her and not me. He backed this up by saying at least I didn't call her and tell her I wanted to move to the area she was living. Whatever.
I am to the point that I don't care which way it goes, but I know I will not wait around forever for him to figure out what he can or cannot accept.
Other than all that, I am still searching for a job and it is the most frustrating process. I spend my days searching for a job and not much else. The weather here is great, nearly 70 every day and down in the 40's at night. Spring has sprung! Thank you God!