I found this on one of the blogs I visit, it is by Yankee Bob. I found it really summed up alot of what I am feeling right now, thanks Yankee Bob.

Here it is:

In my past life I had a kick ass time. In my current life I am challenged to find fun. In my past life I had many many friends. In my current life I tend to be alone a lot. In my past life I was spontaneous. You never knew what I'd do nor where I'd end up. In my current life I'm dependable and predictable.In my past life I had adventures that would make you wonder if I was telling the truth. In my current life adventures come from vicarious living.In my past life I had trouble beyond compare. In my current life I get into trouble when I forget to take out the garbage.In my past life nothing was real. In my current life everything is very real.In my past life I thought I knew what living was. In my current life, I'm still wondering what it's all about.Comparisons don't get you anywhere. Now is just different. It's less adventurous but safer. It's less trouble but also less interesting. It's boring most of the time but not as frustrating. It's just how now has shaped up. So why is it so hard to take? Daily. Hard. To. Take. Maybe I'm not cut out for being all grown up?